The start of the journey!

Today will be the start of the new journey I will be having.

This will not change much due to I think that is not a need.

No freedom is taken but just the same one.

Only extra ear to listen and mouth to talk to.

This time will be different~!

Will do everything in a new and natural way.

This will be the whole new start of the journey~!

My feeling

3 weeks d. Really fast but also slow. We know each other for 3 weeks d.
He is being really like the weather,being cold and hot, and I getting affect by that.
I got a feeling I'm like magnet to him,but not the obvious type.

I told William about him,and the things he did and he told me,
yes there is something a little bit more than friend for us.
He said, if a guy don't have feel will not do so much things.
But when I told mum,she say I think too much and misinterpret people meaning.
She said I think too much. True maybe I do.

But as William said,the guy have to make the first move cause is for the guy.
So I have to wait and see. That is what I'm doing but it will take time that all I can say.

Almost everytime I promise myself not to disturb him for the day,
I did keep my promise but he have too come along to give me a call,
asking me how am I and make me go all crazy after that.
It is crazy!

Today he did something more crazy for me,is when he is in a bad mood he will find me.
Gosh!! That mean what?? Find me for comfort??
Once in a while he will make the tired sound and kinda like manja sound,
like want me to sayang him. Hehe. But maybe is I think too much, it also can be I'm disturbing him.

Haix,in a way this thing going on is disppointed and also freaking crazy and happy for me.
Once again I get to feel to love someone again.
Once again I get to feel that hurt again.
Once again I get to feel butterfly in my tummy again.
Once again I get to feel heartbroken again.
Once again I get to feel that someone care for me again.

Try my best to be positive.
Try my best not to repeat the same old mistake.
Try my best to be myself.
Try my best to wait.
Try my best to love someone with freedom.

Btw,wednesday we going to have a small date,going to I-City.
Then friday again other semi-date.
^^ kinda looking very forward to it!

Bless his mum!!
Hope things goes well!!

Bless me too!!