Monday, August 8, 2011

Leaf

During the dark,silent, serenade night.
Many deep dark emotion will be arise.
Feeling that should have been forgotten and lost will in merge from the depth of the heart.
Memory will be dug out from the depth ground of the mind.
Sometime during the night,there might be howl sound from wolf and owls or other animal who lure in the night. Yet sometime there will be sobbing sound appear. Sobbing made by human, which are cause by memories that appear in the mind. Misses & things that have been gone. Regrets.

There is no point to this sobbing. As time washes off the memories & pain. This sobbing will come to an end. But once in a while the mind play tricks. Is how it works. To release the things that have been lost.

Listening to the wind blows, leaves swirl as wind carry them around. It will also blow dry the teardrops. As the wind gust toward the faces,it reminds how it feel to be hugged and protected.
Even though it have been gone for sometime,it will be miss cause there is the time where is it always there when you needed. The time have come, it is time to be strong like a tree. Standing tall and strong. No matter what obstacle in ahead,it held high the branch and face it.

When the sky start to darken,cloud rolling in. The bright sunny sky have been cover up. It's time. The time have come to be release & be relieve. For the time have come to let down the guards and be natural again. As the could hitting each other,the wind gust even stronger. There come the first droplet of relieve. It dropped on the highest leaves,the coldness of the droplet have touch the leaf it shiver the tree. The tree start to drop dead leaves,no long in use & dead leaf off the branch. Though is hard to let it go,with all the memories that they have been through. The rain make it easier for them to go their own way,as they added weight to the weightless leaves.

It was the best thing that ever happen to them. The tree no longer in need of the leaves to be attach to it but yet after it have de-attach from it. In someway it will come back. In someway they will meet back. It the law of nature. What goes around come around. Once a glowing,young and up above all leaves,it was the leaf which almost can touch the sky. See everything in first sight of every other leaves, but as time wash by it started to age. As it goes,it was no long young and glowing and no long above,cause there is more younger leaves have grew above it. It became what we call old yet wise. It know the time have arrived,is time for reincarnation. It was de-attached from the branch of the tree. For the first time,it was so light and able to fly and drift slowly to the ground with many other leaves.

Slowly as it reach the ground,many more were stacked above. There is only small view of the tree. As time goes by, there is only darkness. It was consume by the earth. The leave reincarnate into soil and in come back to the roots of the tree. Supplying material that is need for the tree to grow bigger and strong to face the world.

As everyone have their memories,as time goes,it help us grow being a better person.
Every once in a while there come this big and heavy rain to wash away our pain.
After all the pain have been wash away,there comes the rainbow.
Making you believe there is still hope and miracle awaiting in your future.
Held your head high. Live to the fullness. One day,be old and wise!

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Thinks

So everyone have something that they will give up everything for that one thing.
So what is your that special thing?
Family? Love? Travel? Friends? Bears?

Hmm... think think.... figure about this questions maybe it helps.

New York City & England is the place I always wanted to go!
So I will wanna save money for that. Go pop out my eyes.
Just so envy people who can travel so many place a year.
With the time & money they have.

Today. Half day have been done.
For the coming day what is the plan?!?!


Thursday, August 4, 2011

Plans

So no longer a working person, sticking at home watching Ugly Betty marathon. Hahaha..
What I always learn from ugly betty is being positive & never give up. Life is a bitch I can say or more can say. Haha..

So lets change it on your own hands.
I get this saying from one of the friend : ' Feeling is your's, no one can feel it for you or you can take out your feeling to put it someone else.'
So this imply to life too.
Life is your's no one can life it for you,they only can be along side with you.

So lets make plan for this month.
Money will be pouring like rain!!
Hehe... Tu tu~

Body Pain.

Ahhh~~ My head are like crap!!!
Then my back bone are also killing me!!!

T^T What is wrong with me!!!

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Life

Gahh.. Life is not fun at all. Kinda sick & tired of it.