Depression!

So~ well~ today result is out.!
2 plan for me to go with.
My result have chosen da second one for me.
I'll be havin a year of holiday + work.
Parents got sad.
But they're being strong.

I'm sad but I cant really show it on my face.
Is just all inside!
Hearing friends going up adv,it's killin me softly.
When I got to know my result I went into depression
in da toi toi almost an hours.

I was all lost and blur.
I really hate myself for doing stuff like this.
Yeah,I know I have to live with it.
At least let me have time to be sad.

It was shock to hear from him.
At least he have da heart to care abit for me.
It make me all melt up and confuss.
Sudden it feel like that feel again.
But well I know it will fade away anytime.
We no longer have hope.

Sign off,
Jess

Surprise.Sad.Friends.

We got a surprise party for Ray!
Yeah! He did get surprise! Job well done!
So is a very happy-first-time-birthday with friend for Ray.
Still complaint we always forget his birthday. Hee-hee.

This morning I get all sad cause of..
my elder sis clean my fish pond yesterday then
she catch my fish out.
Due to this my fish all went to heaven.
My fishy so long with me just go like this.
She still dont have the guilty feel after being a murder!!
So just now I go get new fish.
16 new one! Hee Hee.

Though we dont talk much about thing anymore.
You will still be my BFF!!
Things that you dont wanna tell me is okay,
cause I still will find you and talk about my life with you.
I still wanna have you part of my life friend.

Sign off,
Jess

Happy.Stressless.Best.

When to pavillion again yesterday.

Only us,

one ice cream,

one movie,

and a long walk.

Is not a date but there is just us.

Got very happy.

Feel so no stress just laugh,talk and walk.

Wonderful Sunday

Today have been in Pavillion for..

hmm...let me count.

Oh,6hours~! yeap 6 whole hours!!!

My leggie also numb n soar!

But I have fun with babe~!

Lexy spend up to almost RM 350 today.

I spend almost RM 100! ^^

I got a new pair of shoes~!!

YEAH~!

My Plans for my studies!

So I have some plan for myself.

- Yes to Advance Diploma -
If everything is sailing smoothly I get to go.

-No to Advance Diploma -
If this happen I'll have to get a job.
Resit my paper.
Wait for a year an da half.

So this is the big plan for now!

Best of luck to me on the 19th!!

Signing off,
Jess

Waterless

Haix. Yesh,haix again.

Holiday d still bored cause never get to go out.
Baby Serena went pi pu pi pu d.
So have to stay home till she come back out.

Plus today the whole house area no water.
Argh~ morning morning wake up said no water.
I haven wash up lor. T^T
Gotta save water for others to use.

Whole morning all I can do is,
sitting infornt of my lovely lappy.
Watch drama. Download music and movie. FB.

My holiday and life is such a waste in this way!

Signing off
Jess

Don't wanna understand anymore.

No point askin anymore.

Is jst so hard to understand human at all.

Lazy to go understand anymore.

Since there is no point for me to do so.

Good luck to u.