198th Stops

I never come to think of that, during my life time people or things which are too precious for me to lose will be lost. I always take things for granted like they are suppose to be there for me whenever I want them to be. My mami always remind us that we also have to be thankful and humble. I keep that in mind but sometime it just slip off my mind. Comparing to many others, I'm far beyond happy and loved by family and friend and even my lovely little Poppy.
So main point of me writing this entry, this thought came to me all of a sudden while I was sitting on the floor patting little Poppy. I look at her pure and innocent eyes, I saw love. She is now part of my life, she wait for me to come home everyday from my classes, she wait for me to wake and play with her, she will try to annoy me whenever she can (haha), and the most importantly she never stop showing me that she love me very much. I wonder what will happen to me if, if that one day came, that she no longer be waiting for me to come home from classes or work, she is no longer being under my chair. The feeling kills me. Just by thinking of it I have tear in my eyes,literally, if it really happen I'm not sure what I will do.
Family is the most important thing to me, especially my gramps and my parents. They are the essential of my life! I never ever want to lose them, I understand that everything have to come to an end, but I just cant bare the cost of it, so I pray everyday hoping that nothing of mine have to come to the end. You can say that I'm selfish but I really do love them too much to let them go, no longer being with me physically.
Same goes with my friends.
I might be a self loading girl, some might say I'm self center, no matter what others say or think, I might hurt me but I know will heal under my family,friend and Poppy wings of love.
I just want to take other entry to be thankful and grateful for all the things I have in life.
Thank you!

Family Picture! <3

197th Stops

To me friendship is part of my life, no man stand alone. Always having a shoulder to lay on when you cry and when you are tired or even one extra smiling mouth beside is a blessed gift. I do appreciated all the friends that stand by me thru out my life time so far, everyone of them have teach me life value in life.

 Thus every friendship have to go thru some test to prove itself, first is maintaining one friendship, then the difference of each other and also accepting each other flaws. This process I went thru with my best friend X, we dont really did argue about it before but we do sit and talk about the flaw we have and try to change.

Touch wood,we went well. =3 Sometime it feel like a friendship is just like having a relationship, both party have to put in effort and have to be open minded so that small matter does not effect the friendship.
Holding on too much of the past is useless cause is already in the past and if the matter not out in the open how does other put in effort to solve it? No one can move forward with an unsolved problem.

In the month of May which is this month is the first month I met my best friend, X. We have been with each other for 5 years! The things we went thru is tremendous,happy sad,pain,hate, almost everything, haha. I'm very bless to have found her, she is the next things to my all my sister, one important person in my life. =3

22.10.2011 me and her. <3

196th Stops

Today one of friend Julie have her wedding. It was wonderful, almost everything is perfect. There are some flaw,it is a bluff saying that there is no flaw. But anyhow I enjoy my first time being Ji Mui. =3
Hope Julie and her husband happy forever! <3

Today's Ji Muis! <3

195th Stops

It been awhile since I have updated! Been very lazy to update, so now I'm pushing my self to do an entry! =3

As a president of the society is a need to plan event for the member to run the society. As plan for today a workshop have been organized, it was a blast! Most of the member attend and everything when well. Give myself a pat on my back, all the effort and work pay off! =3
Of course there is always problem for every event, it is even worst if is working together with family member.
Once things went wrong the moment is so awkward, lucky we still get to manage it.

The reason for my laziness is because I have been so addicted to TV Drama Bones and Glee! Re-watching all the season again! =3 Ahh.. Good life! Haha