No longer Sure

Not sure what can be say or ask anymore.

I don't feel like talk to anyone anymore.

In fact I havent been talking much to anymore beside myself.

Not sure what s wrong with me yet but I think I will recover soon.

Cause I need to do it fast,I aint like what I am now.

Story for Today

I'm freaking sad today~
Got a message from Eve saying I talk bad about her.
After getting the message I called her but she rejected my call.
In the end I was not the one who say those things.
I don't even get a sorry.
It does even mean anything to me anymore.
Cause after how she said things to me I'm just speechless.

Things have done will not be able to turn back. This I learn it the hard way.
So I try my very best to talk Eve out of things she plan to do will lead her to this road of mine.
But she always never get it in. I'm almost giving up on her,my limit have reach.
She is a big girl to think for herself, nothing more to say.






Another part of my life which will not stop till I say stop.

That will be my work.
Is like everyday also this busy.
Plus I gotta put up with a crazy biatch at work,more tired than ever.
As time goes by,she is really be a biatch.
Non stop with her freaking bad mouth & with somemore a baby in the tummy. >_<''





Partner for life!

Am not sure did I change anot??
Becoming into a monster of not bothering my friends,or is just me being always like this.
This I'm not sure. But I did not mean to dump my friend over my boyfriend or my works.
Sometime, just one side of the weight is heavier than the other side.
I'm & will do try my very best to find a way within myself to balance it up.
I know my peeps have been standing by me for the past 2 years
& will do be with me for the many years to come.
We go through alot of rains & sun together~

Please don't get sad if I did not call ya.
Though I did not but you will always be with me in my heart.
Love ya kau kau~

Stable!!

Lately me & dear more and more stable jor.
We start to talk crap and well stuff.
Slowly as time goes by, I slowly found out that he really sayang me.
So for now I can count as well taken care of. xp

Sometime I will do feel that I'm not important to him,
then I will get angry but in the end when I come to my senses.
I realise I'm be the stupid one. (-.-)''

Lately also don't know why very miss Xi,
thought nothing much to say but head will have her shadow.
haha~ I think I 'm in love with her too d.xp

142th stop

Haiyoo~yoo~ Today I'm really crazy!!
Don't know what happen to me!!!
My head is all full of dear only!!
I so wanna hug him,kiss him, & want him to be beside me.

To me I really wanna be with him 24/7 if there is a chance.
Yet I know is no way de.
I just cant wait till wednesday!!
I'm praying extremely hard that I will have the whole day with him.
>_<'''

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Just today I told mami,is it okay for me to go back to study??
She told me is okay with her but I still will only decide till I pass my QS.
Which I suck kau kau in it!!
Lucky Xi said she can help me in it.. hoho!!

So the first plan is to pass my QS then only I will have to dig my head in thinking,
to go back to school or stay in working.

Yesterday & Today!

So last night gotta meet up with my peeps~!!
Woohoo~ it is fun to meet up with them but not someone I guess.
Haha~We said is helping her to celebrate birthday but the truth is not.
Hoho~

Is nice once in awhile see my peeps.
Gotta find more time for them~
=3

So there is something on my mind after yesterday hearing to what xi said. She will be mostly going back to study, yet me; I'm still blur. I'm not sure will I be going back. Part of me doesnt really feel like studying cause I know how sucks I'm,yet a part of me wanna still enjoy the study life again. If I choose to go back what will happen to me and Andy?? Haix..

Is breaking my brain into pieces.
I havent plan to tell dear anything about it yet.
Cause I,myself also not sure what I can do.
>_<'''

So today was a very bored Sunday!!
Waking up early due to the noise from my cousin room!! Ishh!!
7am in the morning I got waken up for that!!
So forcing myself back to sleep till around 9am.
Lay in bed as normal till almost noon!! xp

Breakfast-not that happy cause of parent small fight.
Went Giant to get pendrive! =3
Watched movie & online in room!
Then to Jusco to repair Jo watch end up spend money again!

Coming new year me got alot of clothes..
Gosh if mami see them I worry she will faint!!
Hahaha~

But me still thinking to get that DP bag that I love very much?!?!?!?!?
>_<'' xp

Cheers!!

Yeah~ Totally glad that things have been sorted out~!
Total friend again now~ xp
Me know there is things I did that have hurt people around me.
But what have been done I cant change anything but say sorry.
Anyway,damn happy for now things have been done.

Sorry

It have been 5 days,after saying sorry till now no reply.
Been so many years friend cause of this trip,she aint talking to me.
Haix, out of idea on what to do.

I'm sorry that all I can say.

5th nov

First of all happy holiday all~~
Though is holiday still have to wake up in the morning to go breakfast with parents.
So waited for DD from yoga,but never get news from him,
so end up we 4 girls,mami,eve,sher & me decided to go without him. xp
We plan to go Oldtown.

FML my sweetie got hit on the butt!!
Fuck that car really badly~!! Hit my sweetie d still flee!!
Now sweetie's butt is with scars~~ *heartbroken*
I got your car plate number stupid car!!
But mami dont allow us to do anything. T^T
Then when we plan to go to others place to eat cause Oldtown is full,
the neighbour aunty open the car door and hit my sweetie again!!!
*burst* by that time if not cause of mami is beisde me I going to show her my finger!!
Still dare to turn over and smile at me!! Arhhh!! Damn!!

Fuuu~~~ *breath in & out*

Lucky thing is I get to go out with dear~
Yii~ ♥
I know dear will love to stay home to sleep on holiday~
But he still came out with me for movie~ ^^
We watch MegaMind.
Well is funny but abit childish =.=, we are like two big kid go watch cartoon~ xp




So after the movie,we went over to BT, K3K, for lunch.
After that we went over to one of the India uncle house for a visit.
Hee-hee~ the uncle is funny, keep making fun of dear!
Then for the first time,dear let me hang around his house for around an hours.
Though we just sit talk abit and watch TV it was comfii enough.

Falling deeper n deeper d!!
I don't want and will not want to let you go,Andy Lim!!
Hee-hee.