Guess what ?!?!

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Well..thinking what to guess eh.. ^^
I am at klang now.. Haha..
Tomorrow going back to KL d..
Very lame right thinking.. is ok my family also think that..

So wonder why am back?
Tell you ar..cause today is Xi Xi grandma birthday..
So they having dinner,well want to send a girl back home alone..
It is impossible...
So I tag along,this time I was the driver..
She was having a very bad headache..
So have to rest rest lor..but how to know..
We gossiping so much till reach home -.-"
Pei seh o Xi~ ^^

Well,got home now,relaxing now..
Haha,finished my assignment..
Every little burden of my is lower down..
But the biggest stone is still in the fornt..
I will try to move that away ASAP~
Hoping I can do it too.. ^^
Now is have to study for my law paper..
Test next week -.-"
Then I will be a free lady..
Till the TARC war arrive again..
It is coming soon.. this is the warning~

JIA YOU EVERYONE IN EVERYTHING~

Todays

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So my tuesday morning are like every tuesday morning,

Going over to Xi Xi house and come back kl..

So today she plan to skip class..

Make me so want to too..

But due to my last min assignment,I don not have the chance.

Haix..

So go to class but it have cancel..

Haha.. What we do.. Well..

Like normal girl nothing to do then gossip lor..

I say my baby~ She is in a relationship now..

But not much people know about it..

Only some close friend know..

Well like every relationship sure have prolem..

Sure have to find way to slove it..

Any way I wish her all the best lor.. ^^

Ok back to my assignment..

BIG problem.. Not enough point..

Can faint lor.. My brain have been fully use up..

Have a very BIG headache..

Feel so dizzy but still have to go on..

What to do..last min only do..

Well lucky I got few lucky star with me..

Helped me alot.. ^^

Thank you KY and KC ^^

Very grateful have them if not I sure can not finish..

Well..now my assignment is in WIP statue.

Hope can finish in time and send to print..

Wish me luck~ cause I need every luck I can get now.. ^^

Add and plus oil everyone~ Jia you~ Gambateh~

Heart broken once again~

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Everything is not the same again..
Everything have change..
I sat and think for a very long time what I am to do..
I try to clam down..but I can't really do so..
My heart have been torn into piece again..
Once again the heartache is back..

We use to be close.warm.happy.
What have happen was so sudden,
maybe is me,myself to blame all this.
But I can't seem to understand what have happen..
Thinking we shared something so special that is hard to break,
guess I was wrong..

The space and silent have full up between us..
All we have now is cold.silent.tears.

Her tears mean everything to you..
You did not even notice the tears I have fall.
And that show you have change..
Everything is not the same again..

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Got my leg hurt due to kicking the container..

I got very angry on saturday, cause of my shoe.

I got angry with my mum and sis..

Just that day don't feel right..

Then end up every one also have the moment of this..

My mum saying it must be a full moon..

swt..what it have to do with it I thinking..

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Wishing I have just act like nothing have happen..

Maybe will ease my pain that I having..

I'm tired d..

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Today just finished my BLO test..

I think I did not do well..

Haix.. sads.

Today also got presentation,so done one and one more to go..

Lately I feel this..

No use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through

I've never been anywhere cold as you
You never did give a damn thing, honey
But I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died
Died for you (died for you)
Oh, what a shame
What a rainy ending give to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counted all the scars you made
Now that I'm sitting her thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
Taylor Swift - Cold as you

This is what I feel and want to say to someone..
That someone make me feel this way..
She found someone better..
Every smile she fake is so condescending..
And I am counting the scars she made..
But she will never know how is it feel like..

Life is so hard,

There is never a easy life..

I feel so tired..

Fighting for all those thing that maybe I will never get..

Everyone tell me to keep going,but can I sit and rest?

I really want to keep myself up for few days..

Keeping away from the world. the peoples. the works. the feelings.

Life O~ Life~

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Life is never easy to live ar..
Having alot of stress lately..
Assignment,coursework,homework,studies,presentation..
Now rush assignment for Law,and power point for BLO and my SCO coursework..

Well is not all bad thing..

Today just got a new PSP..

White in colour,the lastest one..

Kinda loving it now..

But dont have time to use it yet..

My friends all jia you lor for tomorrow coursework..

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Got tired of driving..

Got tired of msging..

Got tired of reading..

Got tired of watching..

Got tired of typing..

Got tired of writing..

Got tired of thinking..

Got tired of feeling..

Got tired of missing..

Got tired of almost everything..

This few day at home,feel very tired ar..
Thought at home very comfortable,nice and happy..
But will miss the freedom I have there..
But having the freedom make me miss home..
The thing I have is really so many count also cant finish..
But after all this I want to have a nice holiday..
If can,cause of studies sure can't..
Even a day also is good enough..

Suck.

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Arh~ I am very stress now...
Got a new pc and it suck cause all my stuff is not here..
So many people in my house and the kids keep shouting..
Can't have a nice time to watch my drama..

Arh..right now this moment suck alot..
I want to angry but there is not reason for me to angry..
Hate it..

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I saw him again today..
I know I will see him once in a while cause our class are only oppsite..
But when my life have become as calm as the wave..
There he is standing there,never change..
Still is he but the relation we have have change..
We are nothing now,not friend nor stranger..

I don't know how to face him..
All I can do is just keep walking and stay strong..
Never look back or him..
I told myself 'good girl you did it'
You did not look at him..

But I still miss the us..yet nothing can be done..

What have done is the best way to done it..

Lately very stress cause of the heavy studies..

Alots of assignment to do and lots of test too..

Got very stress up and buried under tons of book..

I really dont have friends like them..
They have walking beside me for almost a year plus..
They see me happy,sad,cry,crazy,and angry..
They are there always pull me up from the darkness..
And always there for me..
Well sometime I will rise my voice but after awhile we are ok..
Sometime I intend to get angry at her but she still will come back..

But we have our weakness..

We know each other but there are something we still keep from each other..

We still havent reach the level where we can talk about everything yet..

But I hope we can get to there one day..

ok? Xi,Ling and Lian?

Thank for staying with me till now..

I know sometime I am very bit*hy but you'll still will be here for me..

*hugs* *kiss*

Falling in love with Taylor Swift songs..