221st Stops

During the late night it's lonely sometime, being awake, sitting alone in the room staring at the night sky with the big bright moon hang on it. It just bring out feeling that have been surpress for a long time.
Listening to Leessang, Pursuing of Happiness. With the mix feeling, slowing tear roll down naturally.

The road that have been taken in the past, cant be change. It have been easy and hard for the past and even there is regrets. Nothing can be done for the past.

Thinking of the road ahead,having no idea where it leads to,bring the feeling of fearing the unknown mingling with the head. The future road seem like an endless road.

I ask myself what shall i do?? What i want to do?? It still seem like a mystery to me.

220th Stops

It have been months since I reach  UK, actually to be exact it have been 2 months.
Another 2 months, I will be back at home! After my Europe and Scotland trip.

It have been fun staying aboard, learn and experiencing different culture.
Being away from family is not easy, cause they have been with me ever since I born till that day I leave for UK. Instead of family, I'm now get closer to my friends, they are family here in UK. <3 p="">
Able to be in the UK is my wildest dream! Very fascinating. Hehe. Beyond able to explain the happiest I have since I came here. =3

Thing I've learn after being here is appreciation, I appreciate my family more than ever! Miss them very much. =)
Appreciate my best friends and elder sister came with me, it have made it a much more easier journey with  people who I'm familiar with. =P Lucky me I guess. 

The fun part I have in UK is SHOPPING!! Everything here is cheaper than Malaysia, every time I go shopping, I secretly hope that I'm a millionaire daughter, so I get to buy everything! But nah, I cant do so in reality, so I just work within my budget.
Learning to cook was fun too, I'm not a very good cook like my sister, but I know the basic. Without grandma or a maid to cook for you, it is time to get my ass up to do the cooking. So I did, learn to cook and cut all sort of meats! >3<
For those who always say I don't know how to cook, shall not say that anymore! Hahahaha..

I will miss the life in Sheffield, things here is peaceful and green!
Maybe I get to return back here when I get a job here. =3

Partying with my bff!

My UK family! Love them all! Btw we are at the MU Stadium.

Another group photo, we went to Liverpool

This is ugly, but still happy with my sister when we first came not long ago.

Run gazelle~ run~! Does it make you feel like running?

Beautiful view!

When we first reach here at UK, it was too cold for us ,that make us love sunbathing. ^_^

Withby town, a very windy town. ^_^

219th Stops

It have been a month over here at the Uk. It is so overwhelm that I still cant believe I have made it here.

Went on alot of weekend trip that is huge eye opening. The place are so beautiful and awesome. Vintage plus nature is a total different feel.

Beside enjoying the scenery of course there is always involve with shopping! Well, I'm a mini shopaholic! Guilty as said, I bought some cheap clothes and jeans as well, things here are cheaper during summer sale. With the big word SALE, make my hand itchy. Lol!

UK is full of green and animal! Everywhere is trees and there is so many park! As a Malaysian, we are so scare of the sun but yet in the UK I enjoy sunbathing! The weather here is something like Genting during the night time, but here is during the day! The night is ice cold and sometime it get colder if is raining. Slowly I'm getting use to it, here we learn to appreciate the sun rather than complaint. ∩__∩

My shopping haul so far!

When the sun is out this is what we do!

Weekend trip to Mancester.

Trip to Withby, fish village. It was breathtaking!

First field trip to Hull city.

Camwhoring in class when sir was teaching! Guilty! >3<

218th Stops

Today will be my last day being at home and around my comfortable family.
Tomorrow I will have to grow up, being a big girl walking on earth!
I'm scare yet excited in a way. Dilemma~ =3

Everything is pack ready, got my tickets all.
Just need to get on a 13 hour flight to get there..
I wish all the other students a very safe flight for today!!
UK I'm coming!!

217th Stops

Happy Birthday to myself!

I should be happy on this day but yet when I get that text.

It kills me! I'm trying to move on. I know I can! :3

I also feel bless when I going thru hardship.

Don't know is it a good or bad thing.

Whenever I have a heartbreak there is always a few heartbreak which is worsted than mine.

It make me feel that I'm blessed.

Anyway, I have many yam cha session during my last few week here.

It was best to catch up with my friends.. So many thing to talk!

Hope when I return we still can talk more! :)

3 more days~ I'm flying off to UK!!

I'm so excited! Cant wait to go!

Love you guys!!

 

216th Stops

Lately it have been emo days for me.
I met some problem and the case of heartbreak.
So to heal the heartache, being busy might help to ease the pain.
That is why I start to get myself busy, instead of laying on bed.

Today I went back to my High School, for teacher day.
It was fun and teacher seem so happy when we went back to send them flowers..

Flowers and card for the teachers

My favorite English teacher. 

Love her too, always being very nice to me. :)

I did well on her subject because she was so fierce last time. :)

Wish all teacher a happy teacher day.

Took a chance to show my realaxing area

The pretty Carnation. 

215th Stops

Was cam whoring with my little baby Poppy!
I will miss this little fellow when I'm in UK!
Miss smelling her nice shampoo smell.
Miss her little exciting face and dance whenever I come home.
She don't really bark, so no sound to miss for that.
I really love her and will miss her alot.
Today post is for her! =3

She refuse to look at the camera!

 

Getting a hang of it.. Have to kiss her in order to make her head stay!

We are trying to seduce you~ Ngek ngek~

214th Stops

Life is never easy, no one ever say life is easy.

There are bound to have up hill and down hill.

The heartbreak and problem ya face today, will subside tomorrow a little.

Stay strong my dear friend, we will get through this.

You will see a better day ahead.

Let those who don't appreciate you, leave you.

Let those who love you stay.

212nd Stops

Finally!!! Finally!!
All my worry have gone pass me~
I pass all my papers!!
Now I can shout to the world, I can go UK d!!

My longest dream came true~
I'm thankful to all my college teacher who guides me through college.
OMG! I'm so happy, I even did my happy chicken dance for 15 mins.
Embarrassing I know, but I'm too happy so what the hell, chicken dancing again~

Now all I have to do is start packing and get my UK stuff and do all my payment for UK!
O lei~ O lei o lei~ o lei~ o lei~ ooo lei~~~
Hoho, okay I will stop gloating now.

For those who have a dreams, don't stop believing in it.
Even though my dream is very small, but the feeling of it come true is something special.
Work hard and never give up!
Jia you all!! =3

UK I'm coming~~

211st Stop

I'm freaking out! Pulling my hair and running around!!
My result is coming out soon!
I'm praying hard that I get to pass everything and get my ass to UK!!
Please please!! Let me go! 

Getting to go to UK is a big deal! It is my number one dream country to go to.
I'm always very fond to UK, I'm not sure why, maybe is the early exposure to British stuff or what.
It have been my dream to go London, stare at Big Ben and really get to experience the culture there.
Despite that branded is cheap there too! Hee-hee~ That is bonus! 

All of my senior who went there and back, is always telling us is a must to go!
An eye opener! Well, we Malaysian are not like barbaric or what. My cousin oversea think we still live on trees! Lol..

Is just being able to expose to different culture and understand how others live in other countries, it will make you think more in term of being wiser and not being arrogant. That is life. Be humble and do charity, many good things will come your way.

The beauty of London! 

210th Stops

Music, have been around for century.
People say, music touch the person when the lyric speak their feeling.
I totally agree to that!
Music have always been this way to me, I listen according to my mood and feeling.

There is this weird thing I do, I have song that represent people around me. Well some of them have, not all.
So I would like to share some, which is mostly my exes.

First love, during love time it was "Take Me to Your Heart, MLTR" and during break up it was " Bleeding Love, Leona Lewis"
Second love, during the time was " Never Told you, Colbie Calliat" and during break up was " Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart, Alicia Keys" and "Set Fire to the Rain, Adele"
Third love, during was " Teenage Dream, Katy Perry" and during break up was " Someone like you, Adele"

Whenever this few song play on the radio or my friend sing it, it will always remind me of them.
The greatest love of my life. Well use to be.
To me Adele song is the best in describing broke heart and knowing you are strong enough to stand up!
And you are worth it! =3

Power of Music!

209th Stops

Last night I have an awesome gathering with the ex classmate.
At first was thinking is a normal gathering with dinner and all, but the night was awesome~
We grab dinner at the Garden one of the Taiwan restaurant, which I cant really remember the name.. =P 
I with X got there late, so we didn't really eat anything heavy, just some dessert. Yum~ 

So about 10pm, they wanted to go second round~
We went to Scott Garden, Beer Factory. First time there, lotsa of pub and club around Scott Garden.
And Beer Factory was like a club but not a club, cause you don't have to dress up all nice and pretty on heel to get in. Lol..
We got there, the guys order fucking 3 tower of beer!! Woohoo~ Get the party started!
By 12 plus, 3 tower gone!!

3rd round!! Normal Malaysian style mamak yam cha~
Sit and crap till 2am! The amount of talking and joking was awesome.
I think we all were like wearing laughing gas!
Non stop laugh.. That what make the night so fun.

After a long week of work, getting to enjoy weekend with friends is fun.
It make you forget about the stress and just relax.

Happy weekend~!

208th Stops

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
From Celine Dion- My Heart will Go On

I understand this phrase. I'm stuck in this phrase!

Even though, many time I told myself to move on and I have move on.

In the end I know there is one love I would always cherish and remembered.

Even though, all there is, is just memories. 

It is still a very good memory, we have our happy time and sad moment.

There is this Chinese saying, 拿得起放得下. 

Knowing how to let go is important, so that we can move forward.

I understand this saying and I have move forward.

But once in awhile, I will pull over 'my car' train of thought much , and I will U-turn back to those memory.

Linger around those memories.

Anyhow, there is only memory left for me to think of.

Down to memory lane road.. 

207th Stops

So this story started last two days ago, the gang decided to come out to yam cha with an additional person to join us, lets call that person T.  I with T have a history, it was way back. T said something which was very hurtful despite that we were friend that time, and T talk bad about me in front of my bff, X! Lol..

Anyway, I have forgiven her about that matter and I have agree to hang out that's why it lead to yam cha. Well, I did try to be friendly and start talking to T, but all she talk about was the bag pack trip she went! Repeat and repeat! Like a spoil recorder. In the end we went back to my place cause the gang wanna have some wine and sing k.

And the story continue the next day which is yesterday.
So yesterday we went on an awesome activity with the gang, we went bike riding in Taman Pertanian Shah Alam. It is nice that once in awhile we get away from the city and enjoy mother nature, it is a semi jungle to say, with lotsa of activity you can do. I have link above to get more information about it.

This is where the hell hole start! After a 10 mins ride up and down hill, it was exhausting, despite it is morning and I did not get enough sleep. So till a junction we have a pit stop cause I and C, another fellow from the gang, which he and I was feeling dizzy. The machine gun war start, more on the one side firing though, T start to comment about me being weak and fat. Yes, I don't deny that I am, I'm not a outdoor girl. So you don't need to be mean in keep commenting about it, during that time I don't really reply anything, I just let her say whatever crap her wanna say and be it.

So after that none of the gang join in with her to shoot me, she eventually shut up, and then I start to talk about I wanna go visit Paris and Korea which I was craving for! T just jump right in and start saying, use your own money to go, I was like WTF is wrong with her,deep inside my brain though, and this is when X back me up by tell her, I'm  getting my load soon and is my future money, so count as I'm going with my money and plus we will be going over UK to study soon! Opps! Got burn! Ngek ngek!

There is one particular event that made us think is she dumb or what! A Malay guy mention that there was a case of people got lost in the Taman, well is still a jungle so there are still wanderer wandering in the area, so the Malay guys was just tell us to be careful and stuff. However that bimbo, out of the sudden blaming GOD that on the disappearing in front of the Malay guy, talking on top of the voice! During that time, I was thinking, what would idiot say such thing! Speechless.. The gang agree with me it was stupid! =.=''

Anyway, with all this drama going on I still able to make myself enjoy this trip with the gang. I didn't let her put me down! Yeah! For people who like camping around mother nature or want to experiences mother nature, this is a good place.

That all for now~ Tata~ Sorry that it is so lengthy 

Life have up and down, knowing when to stop and have a break to start the journey again, with a better mindset.

206th Stops

Hello hun bun,

I have been way awhile, okay very long. >< Sorry.
So what's up! I have been so busy with studies! I'm studying hard so I'll be able to fly to UK to get my degree!  Not to brag but Woohoo, i'm excited! =)

Besides that, I'm also busy with my house moving. Fuy~ Never know that moving house is so much work, I have been cleaning the house for a months and waited for a year to wait for the house to get ready.

Happy as a bird! Finally I have my own room even though is very compact but is just nice for me. =D
Will do upload pic soon. 

205th Stops

Howrdy everyone,

I know I'm so late for wish everyone a happy new year but here I am still gonna wish everyone,
a  brand new and fresh and blissful year ahead.
Was too busy with exam for the past month. Stress till I almost pass out! >_<
Anyway now everything have pass, I will be enjoying my holiday for 3 whole weeks!
Looking forward for Chinese New Year! Shopping!

Life have been good to me so far, found someone who love me dearly. I love him too.
Despite the distance we are having, its not going to stop us from loving each other.
I grateful and feel bless, I found him.
Hope we can get through thick and thin!

So since is my holiday and I found someone, lets name him N.
I have decided to create some hand craft stuff as a small gift. ^_^
Will upload some pic, they might not be pretty but at least is handmade!